The Dip

Once I sober up from the beers at noon, I was terrified...
I bumped out my bed like electric shock.
mean time, my logic come back with me, saeems your every steps are predictable...
like I could see what's next move...and that really creepy me out,
Damn ! I can not stand on this, emotively.

Recently I started to introspect my way of the people networking and how I effort in the relations...how I twisted my feeling .
as a long time, I treat my self as a warrior, a samurai of life.
fight with blade and blood, but no tears.
I bite all the pains and suffers like I enjoy it, but, in fact, I know I have dumped part of my tenderness and considerations.
it's about the time to change, to fix up.

Frankly speaking, I am not the one dear to give you the advice, words are choked.
my life is even much more miserable at the moment.
What a shame !

but,
but,

Wish you are doing fine in the future months...deeply hope...as long as you happy.
I always said.